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A few of my favorite things
Jul 24th
Here are a few of my favorite things. This will probably change a lot as I grow, but I hope to keep it updated to where I currently am.
Favorite Bands:
- David Crowder Band
- Robbie Seay Band
- Boyce Avenue
Book Currently Reading:
The Church of Facebook – Jesse Rice
Favorite Authors/Books:
No one author is currently holding my interest too well. Who am I missing out on?
Favorite Movies:
Waiting for Guffman
Tommy Boy
Favorite Blogs to Read:
Lifehacker.com
Stuff I love that doesn’t have enough to be it’s own category:
I love my Android-powered T-Mobile G1
My MacBook
ING Direct
ESV Study Bible (or any good study Bible for that matter)
Delaware Grace Brethern
Momentum Youth Conference
DGBC Teens
My Story
Jan 2nd
As I mentioned in my most recent blog post (Looking ahead), I mentioned that I will be switching the focus of my blog. I will be focusing on making it through college with as little debt as possible. Let me give you a little background on my history of college debt:
Growing up, I always thought about going to a private university that would give me an edge in the workforce. I started out wanting to become just like Dr. Carter from the NBC tv show, ER. Then, I wanted to become a youth pastor. Then I wanted to become a pastor. Finally, I decided on a business major. I figured that would give me a degree that would be useful in any situation that I would be in.
As I entered high school, I spent a few afternoon’s with both my pastor and youth pastor discussing college options and my interest in Grace College in Winona Lake, Indiana. With the stories that they told me, and the experiences that they had, I felt like Grace was the place for my face.
So I went and visited.
And I loved it.
So I applied in my junior year of high school.
And I was accepted through a part of their early enrollment period.
And I got invited to their Presidential Scholarship program to win some extra money for my education.
And I won $1,000.
Senior year went by with everything lining up as it should and I was all ready to head out to Winona Lake for four years of great education and fellowship with my fellow students and get ready to spend the rest of my life in a non-profit working to change the world.
I knew I was going to end up in debt.
I was okay with it.
I figured I was going to finish up with around $50,000 in debt. I was going to get a high-paying job right out of college and snowball that debt until it was down to about $10,000. Once it was down to $10,000, I would leave my high-paying job and go work for a non-profit. I thought that it was a great plan…
Until…
Momentum 2008.
Momentum is a conference held for the students of the Grace Brethren churches across the United States that features speakers who challenge us in many different areas.
One speaker, Francis Chan, challenged me in a way that I never imagined was coming.
He got up on stage and began to talk about a student that he knew that graduated from Seminary with over $120,000 of debt from undergrad and seminary. This student wanted to get into ministry right after he graduated, but he could not because of the amount of money he owed from the college loans.
That hit me.
Hard.
I want to change the world.
Can I do that with $50,000 in debt?
Do I want to wait for a few years after I graduate?
Or do I want to get started right away?
I spent a lot of time in the weeks after Momentum trying to decide how exactly I wanted to get through college with the least amount of debt possible.
I weighed the options.
Do I go to Grace for one year and then end up at a public university, say OSU or UC?
Do I spend all four years at OSU or UC?
I decided that I would spend one year at Grace and then move from there to either OSU or UC.
So I went and applied for a loan for one year at Grace. Just a little over $9000 after government loans, grants and scholarships from Grace.
We waited.
We got a letter letting us know that our first request was denied.
So we applied again.
And waited.
Waited.
It was the Thursday before I was to leave.
I started to freak out (and if you know me, I don’t do that too often).
What if my loan is denied again?
What do I do then?
So I looked around.
Do I apply to OSU and hope to get in there?
What about Franklin University?
OSU-Marion branch?
Columbus State Community College?
I looked at prices and saw that Columbus State would be by far the cheapest option.
So I had a back-up plan.
Friday, August 29th, 2008 comes around.
One day before I was to leave for Grace College.
I hear the mailman.
I’m anxious.
The letter in the mailbox determines my fate.
I rush out to the mailbox and find a letter addressed to my parents and me.
I opened it and was declined.
I instantly get online and apply to Columbus State.
A few days pass and I get my acceptance letter to Columbus State.
That was over 15 months ago.
I’m still at Columbus State paying just over $3000 for a full year of classes.
I made it through the past year paying fully in cash for my classes (thanks mom and dad for paying a quarter).
This year, with the uncertainty of my hours at work, I had to take out a loan for this year.
I’m already in the process of paying off that loan.
That leads me to where I am now.
A little over $2200 in debt.
My goal is to make it through college with under $10,000 in debt.
I hope that you join me as I continue in my quest of a degree for less than $10,000.
I am Ben Andrews
May 12th
Actually, I’m not.
However, my good friend is.
And, he released an album by that name back in March, because, well, he is Ben Andrews.If I remember back, Ben just started playing guitar about two years ago. As with anything he does, he completely rocks at it. He picked it up real quick and seemed like he has continually gotten better.
He’s written many songs (some which….well I can’t say much more:) ) and continues to write songs. He currently has a project that he is enjoying. Maybe Ben will release those (A “Best of the Friends album” ??)
However, even if he never releases an album again (hopefully that’s not true), his first album is a collectors item
Give it a look by visiting “I Am Ben Andrews” to download the song, or check out his blog “A Little Perspective from right here” that hasn’t been updated in just about two months *coughBenupdateyourblogcough*
MY MOTTO’S
Jan 24th
As I was working on my Bucket List, a few of the items on the list, are my personal motto’s.
They are:
-Remember, the worse that anyone can say to you is no, so live without fear
-”You’d better know that in the end/It’s better to say too much/Then never say what you need to say again”
-I can do all things through Christ who gives me strength
-Remember, the worse that anyone can say to you is no, so live without fear
I was sitting in the waiting room of our doctor’s office last spring having a conversation with a family friend that we have known for a long time. They actually were the ones that sold our old house and helped us find the one we are in now (not that it really matters to the story at all). Anyhow, she was asking me where I was going to go to school and she told me about her son. Her son went to Ohio University for Film Studies and after one quarter, decided that it was a waste of his time and money. He was answering questions that the professor couldn’t answer.
So, he lived with the mantra that the worst thing anyone can say to you is no. He started at on a few local jobs and eventually made it to the top of the filmmaking world, working with Spielberg and other influential filmmakers.
That just floors me. When you think about the truth behind it, it’s full of it. All they can say is no. Sure, you might lose some money (application fee for a college, gas money, plane ticket, etc) or friends, but that’s all you can lose.
You’re still a human being. You’re still alive. You still have the support of your family (hopefully).
Why don’t I live like that more often?
Because I’m afraid.
I’m scared of what others might think of my decision.
I’m scared of how it could affect my future.
I’m afraid of the word no.
I don’t want to use it…
…and I definitely don’t want to hear it uttered to me.
I’m afraid of rejection.
But I’m working on it.
S
L
O
W
L
Y
but…
…I’m…
…getting…
…there…
-”You’d better know that in the end/It’s better to say too much/Then never say what you need to say again”
This is a quote from John Mayer’s song “Say”
from the movie “The Bucket List” If you’re not familiar with the movie, it’s basically two men that want to accomplish everything before they die, but realize something very special about their lives. If you haven’t watched it, I highly recommend it.
This once again goes back to the entire section before. I guess one of my goals for this year (and hopefully the rest of my life) is to live without regrets.
I never want to leave a situation in anger.
I never want to not say I love you to loved ones.
I never want to wish I did this or did that.
I want to be able to look at my life and see that what I’ve done in my life has been good.
Will I sit and reflect about my life and the choices I’ve made?
Absolutely!
But will I live with a sense of regret about those choices?
Hopefully not!
What’s done is done.
-For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength
I guess I really didn’t realize how many of my quotes are inner-strength related.
This is another one that I love.
For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me strength
For I CAN do everything through Christ, who gives me strength
For I can do EVERYTHING through Christ, who gives me strength
For I can do everything THROUGH CHRIST, who gives me strength
For I can do everything through Christ, who GIVES me strength
For I can do everything through Christ, who gives ME strength
For I can do everything through Christ, who gives me STRENGTH
THROUGH CHRIST, I CAN DO ANYTHING!
Does that not rock your socks!!!
I can live without regrets.
I can live without fear.
All because of Christ Jesus!
What an amazing savior we have!!!
All because of the strength that He provides to me,
Zach